Weight loss surgery nov 09

Well long time no post

I have decided to embark upon getting a gastric bypass.

After doing months of research and talking to some amazing people this is what I have decided to do and thankfully my doctor and pct agreed this is also the path that I need to take to be successfull in losing weight.

So I go in on the 16th of november for my op.

Im scared and excited all rolled into one. I cant wait to be able to lose weight and hopefully keep it off for life .

Ww just didnt seem to work for me in the end so I tried Sw and again it wasnt to be to little lost and taking to long to go and just fallen off the wagon again and again I really did feel this was my only way out of my personal hell hole.

Its not the easy way out its a hard decision to make when you think of everything that is involved with it all the emotions the pain the restriction then the slimmer you and the healthier you and the you with the life you have always wanted.

I have made so many wonderfull friends on wls forums and they are there 24/7 with support for you no matter what the worry is they answer as they know they have been there.

Overall though my wonderfull husband has been the biggest support at first he was set against it and we argued over it at first I thought he wants to keep me fat he doesnt love me but how wrong was I and guilty to even think those things.

He didnt want me to get it coz he was afraid id die but like I said I could get run over by a bus fall down the stairs slip in the bath or die from being FAT.

So after a lot of talking and tears (by me) he was sort of ok about it so we went to my assesment and he listened to what was being said he was still scared but knew I had my determined head on and once ive set my mind to something thats it theres no shifting me so he had to go along with it even if he didnt want to.

But im glad to say hes on board now thank god coz to be honest I know I couldnt and wouldnt want to go through this without his support so my hero right now is him,my husband,my friend,my life.

Well thats it for now I will post again when I have more to say lol lin.x